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Matthew
7:24-29
Psalm 46
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O,
God, when it seems like life is falling apart, be our refuge and our
strength. Silence in us any voice but your own now, so that we may
hear the word you have for us this day: in Jesus Christ, our Lord.
Amen.
Some passages of scripture I relate to individuals I have known along
the way. Psalm 46 is Art Romigs. The Reverend Arthur M. Romig
was one of the unforgettable people I have been privileged to know
and work with. He was my colleague, friend, and in ways Im not
sure he ever knew, my mentor and inspiration. I met him in Columbus,
Ohio, where he settled after his official retirement, although he
had never really stopped working. He was born in China, the son of
Presbyterian missionaries. As a teenager, he was sent home to the
College of Wooster, in Ohio, where the Presbyterian church used to
have a high school for children of missionaries who needed some cultural
assimilation before college. Art stayed at Wooster for high school
and went on to college, learned to play American football, attended
Princeton Seminary, met and married Helen, a New York social worker
who was also an artist, and together they returned to China as missionaries
in 1931. Their children were born in China. When I met Art he was
in his late 60s, and one of the best moves I ever made was to invite
him to join the staff of the Columbus church I was serving to help
out in lots of ways but particularly in pastoral care.
I
loved to talk to Art about his China experience, which began just
before the Japanese invaded Manchuria and extended through the long
years of the Japanese-Chinese War and included a time of imprisonment
after Pearl Harbor and finally a prisoner exchange, which brought
him back to the U.S.A. to rejoin his family. Art was so self-effacing,
he was reluctant to talk about those days. Sounds too much like
bragging, he used to say. But I was persistent. I wanted to
know how it was, what he did every day, what he ate, how he preached
in Chinese, how he got along with his Japanese captors, how it was
to be alone and separated from his wife and children. Gradually he
began to talk, and over the period of several years that we worked
together, he told me wonderful stories. I was able to persuade Art
to write it down, if only for his grandchildren, which he began to
do. And then, with some editorial help, he published a second book
of correspondences. And it was during our conversations, in fact,
in answer to my question of what sustained him during the most difficult
times that he said, Psalm 46. I read it every single day.
God is our refuge and our strength.
Early
in 1941, Helen and the children, along with many American missionary
families, returned to the States. Art elected to stay behind to serve
the Presbyterian church, school, and hospital in Hwaiyuan. Things
were beginning to get difficult for Westerners, Americans, and American
missionaries, particularly, in 1941. A lay teacher in the school was
arrested and executed. The school library was confiscated. Then teachers
were arrested, forced to drink gallons of water and then kicked and
beaten unconscious. America was still neutral, but many Westerners
decided it was time to leave. Art stayed. He and Helen exchanged wonderful
lettersshe telling him about the children and life in Wooster;
he telling her, carefully, so as to avoid censorship, about his life
and work in China.
And
then on December 7, 1941, everything changed. The mountains shook,
the sea roared, the earth itself forever changed. A Japanese officer
knocked on the door and told him that Japanese forces had destroyed
the American Navy, that Art was now an enemy and should report to
the hospital for instruction. The year that followed was spent under
guard, with little or no access to the outside, with rumors of torture
and execution, the constant threat of death.
Art
kept a journal and wrote in 1942:
These months
are filled with tension and uncertainty. We never knew what the
Japanese were going to do next. . . . The small amount of work we
could do helped to relieve the tension, but I found other outlets
that kept me sane. . . . I found a new interest in the psalms.
(To Bend and Rise as the Bamboo, p. 168)
God is our
refuge and strength,
a very present help in trouble.
Therefore, we will not fear,
though the earth should change,
though the mountains shake
I
think of my friend, Art Romig.
Walter
Brueggemann, preeminent scholar of the psalms, says that some psalms
were written for good times, when all is well and the world is sane
and safe and orderly. He calls them psalms of orientation. The trouble,
of course, is that life is not always like that, even though we wish
profoundly that it were. And so, Bruggemann says, there are psalms
of disorientation, written for times when things look bleak and people
are feeling weak and anxious, times when we experience the world falling
apart, times of radical change when old certainties no longer
hold. Psalm 46 is crucial, Professor Brueggemann says, given
our cultural situation of dismay and anxiety. (See The Spirituality
of the Psalms, pp. 19-25, and Texts for Preaching, Year A.)
God, the psalmist asserts, is not only present in the good times,
when nature is kind, and the sea calm, and the crops plentiful, and
children all healthy, and personal well-being secure, and enemies
subdued and quiet. God, the psalmist asserts, is present and may be
relied upon when nature is unkind, when mountains shake, and the sea
roarswhen radical change happens and nothing feels safe and
secure. God is in the midst of all that, too.
Last
Sundays New York Times Magazine was an eye-catcher. Bright yellow
with bold black print, punctuated by two blood red phrases. Nuclear
Terrorist Attack . . . How scared should we be? it asked. I
read it and was almost sorry I did. Experts on terrorism and
nuclear proliferation agree on one thing: not if, but when. . . .
Eight countries have nuclear weapons. . . . There are 25,000 nuclear
warheads in the world, 15,000 in Russia.
I
havent been so scared since the day the Soviet Union exploded
a hydrogen bomb and my fifth grade teacher, Miss Moore, had us practice
Duck and Cover, and we hid under our desks two times in
one day, and then she described what was going to happen to Altoona,
Pennsylvaniawhich she said was a top strategic military targetin
such gruesome detail that the entire fifth grade class went home crying,
convinced that it was all over, expecting to find our homes and parents
incinerated.
How
scared should we be? Plenty, it seems. The government itself seems
to want us to be scared, with recent warnings that another attack
is imminent, inevitable, and around the corner. But we cant
say when, where, or how. What are we supposed to do with this
information? Thomas Friedman asked recently in the New York
Times. Never go into another apartment building, because reports
suggest an Al Quaeda agent may rent an apartment just to blow up the
whole structure? I loved the West Coast columnists response
to that particular warningnamely that San Francisco is safe
because apartments are so scarce and so expensive the terrorists couldnt
afford the rent. What are we supposed to do? Not go outside?
Dont go near national monuments? Who wants to live this way?
Friedman asked for many of us and then gave what I thought was a Psalm
46 bit of advice: We need to grow up. If were going to
maintain our open society, all we can do is take all reasonable precautions
and then suck it up and learn to live with a higher level of risk.
That is our fate, so lets not drive ourselves crazy (New
York Times, 20 May 2002).
Psalm
46 was written for people experiencing radical change. Old certainties
had dissolved. Accommodation had to be made to new reality, and the
psalmists bold suggestion is that God is stable when all else
is not, that God is in the new reality as well as the old. And on
a deeply personal basis, that is important news for all of us. For
the truth is that before and beyond the global changes affected by
September 11, all of us have to deal with change on a more personal
level. And not many of us are very good at it. Change is hard. So
difficult in fact that a very simple book about change continues to
be a runaway best seller. As literature, it barely rises to junior
high level. But its content could not be more relevant. Who Moved
My Cheese? is the title, and its about two mice and two little
people who live in a maze and depend on cheese, love cheese, adore
cheese, which makes them feel secure and happy and safe, and then
one day they have to deal with a new reality when the cheese is no
longer there. Not a very glamorous metaphor, but it works. The mice
set off to find new cheese. The little people do a lot of talking
about what happened to the cheese, how wonderful it used to be, how
their whole lives are structured around cheese being where it is supposed
to be. While the mice are out looking for new cheese, the little people
are ranting and raving about how unfair it is, and then they start
blaming each other for the missing cheese. Finally one says, Things
are changing around here. Maybe we need to change and do things differently.
The other objects: I like it here. Its so comfortable.
Its what I know. Besides its dangerous out there. Im
not interested in getting lost. . . . Im too old for that
(p. 41).
Millions
of people are reading that little book not because its great
literature, but because there is truth in it: that change, whatever
form it takes, is difficult.
Sometimes
change comes in the need to learn how to work differently. In the
forward to the book, Ken Blanchard says, While in the past we
may have wanted loyal employees, today we need flexible people who
are not possessive about how things are done around here. And
I was reminded of Martin Martys famous quip that the last seven
words of the church are going to be But we never did it that
way before. Institutions that cant change die. Churches
that wont change decline and become irrelevant. Later today,
Fourth Presbyterian Church will decide whether or not to think in
new ways about the future of our city and our immediate neighborhood.
And one can argue that we are who we are today and have the great
privilege of thinking boldly about the future because those who came
before us were brave enough to think boldly about their futurewhich
is our present.
Sometimes
change comes at us in the need to work differently. Sometimes it comes
with an unexpected announcement that your job has been abolishedwere
downsizing and youre unemployed. Sometimes it is when a long
and stable relationship begins to fray and tear and then unexpectedly
comes apart. I dont love you anymore. Im leaving.
And your whole world is turned upside down, and you have to think
in ways you stopped thinking years ago and never wanted to think about
again. And sometimes it comes when your indestructible body lets you
down and you have to deal with the limitations of aging. And sometimes
it comes, frighteningly, when the test comes back positive, the lump
is malignant, the artery is blocked. And for all of us comes the time
when our work is doneyour parenting or the vocation that was
the organizing principal for your life for forty years is over and
you have think in brand new ways about who you are and what you will
do and what your life now means.
And
it is precisely thenwhen everything is up for grabs, when the
earth is moving beneath your feet, and the mountains are shaking,
and the sea is roaringit is precisely then that you can count
on the strong presence of God.
We
believe that in Jesus Christ that same God, our refuge and strength,
came among us. We believe God was present as he lived and taught and
healed and laughed and enjoyed the company of his friends, but that
God was present in the dark times, too, as he experienced radical
disorientation: betrayal and arrest and suffering and death. And so
we Christians remember him right in the middle of all that, breaking
bread and drinking wine with his friends.
It is precisely in the midst of radical disorientation that God is
steady and sure, our refuge and our strength. It is precisely when
everything seems to be falling apart that the psalmist recommends,
mandates actually, orders us
Be still
and know that I am God!
As
he was dying of ALS, Art asked me to preach at his memorial service,
which I did. The most precious memory of him is the time he and Helen
visited us in Chicago. Helen was donating some rare Chinese art to
the Museum of Natural History. I suggested we celebrate with dinner
at the Tang Dynasty, a fine Chinese restaurant in the neighborhood.
I loved to hear Art speak Chinese, particularly to order Chinese food.
So Art was talking to the waitress, in Chinese, and the conversation
suddenly became very animated. The waitress and Art were talking more
loudly and with great energy. Suddenly she turned and walked quickly
into the kitchen. Whats going on? I asked. That
was about more than food. Well, he said, shes
from Hwaiyuan, the village where we lived. Shes a student at
UIC. With that the waitress returned with two other waitresses
and the cook. They were all from the village, studying at UIC, working
at the Tang Dynasty. What followed was a joyful family reunion, all
in Chinese, talking about people Art and Helen knew forty years ago,
children they had baptized and taught. On and on it went to the delight
and the annoyance of the other customers who were totally ignored
and becoming impatient.
Arts
greatest worry was that his work had been wastedthat the war
and the subsequent Communist regime had totally eliminated the church.
So no one was happier than Art when in 1979, the Chinese Christian
Church emerged from underground, from secret house churches all over
China, more than 5 million strong.
And
Psalm 46 will always remind me of him.
At
the New Year, 1942, three weeks after Pearl Harbor, when the world
became radically disorientated, Art wrote a prayer:
Lord
God, we thank thee for the year just completed, for its joys and also
its sorrows. . . . We thank thee for the storms which have given toughness
to our spirits. Give us strength to travel the path of hardship, uncertainty,
and fatigue. . . . Give us the courage to step forward along the path
of faith. Give us, O Lord, thyself and we shall have all.
God
is our refuge and strength,
a very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear,
though the earth should change,
though the mountains shake. . . .
Be still and know that I am God.
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