For The
Storms Which Give Toughness
To
Our Spirits . . .
June 2, 2002
By John
M. Buchanan, Pastor
The Fourth Presbyterian Church of Chicago
Matthew
7:24-29
Psalm 46
* * *
O, God, when it seems like life is falling apart, be our refuge and our strength. Silence in us any voice but your own now, so that we may hear the word you have for us this day: in Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.
Some passages of scripture I relate to individuals I have known along the
way. Psalm 46 is Art Romigs. The Reverend Arthur M. Romig was one
of the unforgettable people I have been privileged to know and work with.
He was my colleague, friend, and in ways Im not sure he ever knew,
my mentor and inspiration. I met him in Columbus, Ohio, where he settled
after his official retirement, although he had never really stopped working.
He was born in China, the son of Presbyterian missionaries. As a teenager,
he was sent home to the College of Wooster, in Ohio, where the Presbyterian
church used to have a high school for children of missionaries who needed
some cultural assimilation before college. Art stayed at Wooster for high
school and went on to college, learned to play American football, attended
Princeton Seminary, met and married Helen, a New York social worker who
was also an artist, and together they returned to China as missionaries
in 1931. Their children were born in China. When I met Art he was in his
late 60s, and one of the best moves I ever made was to invite him to join
the staff of the Columbus church I was serving to help out in lots of ways
but particularly in pastoral care.
I loved
to talk to Art about his China experience, which began just before the Japanese
invaded Manchuria and extended through the long years of the Japanese-Chinese
War and included a time of imprisonment after Pearl Harbor and finally a
prisoner exchange, which brought him back to the U.S.A. to rejoin his family.
Art was so self-effacing, he was reluctant to talk about those days. Sounds
too much like bragging, he used to say. But I was persistent. I wanted
to know how it was, what he did every day, what he ate, how he preached
in Chinese, how he got along with his Japanese captors, how it was to be
alone and separated from his wife and children. Gradually he began to talk,
and over the period of several years that we worked together, he told me
wonderful stories. I was able to persuade Art to write it down, if only
for his grandchildren, which he began to do. And then, with some editorial
help, he published a second book of correspondences. And it was during our
conversations, in fact, in answer to my question of what sustained him during
the most difficult times that he said, Psalm 46. I read it every single
day. God is our refuge and our strength.
Early
in 1941, Helen and the children, along with many American missionary families,
returned to the States. Art elected to stay behind to serve the Presbyterian
church, school, and hospital in Hwaiyuan. Things were beginning to get difficult
for Westerners, Americans, and American missionaries, particularly, in 1941.
A lay teacher in the school was arrested and executed. The school library
was confiscated. Then teachers were arrested, forced to drink gallons of
water and then kicked and beaten unconscious. America was still neutral,
but many Westerners decided it was time to leave. Art stayed. He and Helen
exchanged wonderful lettersshe telling him about the children and
life in Wooster; he telling her, carefully, so as to avoid censorship, about
his life and work in China.
And then
on December 7, 1941, everything changed. The mountains shook, the sea roared,
the earth itself forever changed. A Japanese officer knocked on the door
and told him that Japanese forces had destroyed the American Navy, that
Art was now an enemy and should report to the hospital for instruction.
The year that followed was spent under guard, with little or no access to
the outside, with rumors of torture and execution, the constant threat of
death.
Art kept
a journal and wrote in 1942:
These months are filled with tension and uncertainty. We never knew what the Japanese were going to do next. . . . The small amount of work we could do helped to relieve the tension, but I found other outlets that kept me sane. . . . I found a new interest in the psalms. (To Bend and Rise as the Bamboo, p. 168)
And so
whenever I read
God is our refuge and strength,
a very present help in trouble.
Therefore, we will not fear,
though the earth should change,
though the mountains shake
I think
of my friend, Art Romig.
Walter Brueggemann, preeminent scholar of the psalms, says that some psalms were written for good times, when all is well and the world is sane and safe and orderly. He calls them psalms of orientation. The trouble, of course, is that life is not always like that, even though we wish profoundly that it were. And so, Bruggemann says, there are psalms of disorientation, written for times when things look bleak and people are feeling weak and anxious, times when we experience the world falling apart, times of radical change when old certainties no longer hold. Psalm 46 is crucial, Professor Brueggemann says, given our cultural situation of dismay and anxiety. (See The Spirituality of the Psalms, pp. 19-25, and Texts for Preaching, Year A.)
God, the psalmist asserts, is not only present in the good times, when nature
is kind, and the sea calm, and the crops plentiful, and children all healthy,
and personal well-being secure, and enemies subdued and quiet. God, the
psalmist asserts, is present and may be relied upon when nature is unkind,
when mountains shake, and the sea roarswhen radical change happens
and nothing feels safe and secure. God is in the midst of all that, too.
Last Sundays
New York Times Magazine was an eye-catcher. Bright yellow with bold black
print, punctuated by two blood red phrases. Nuclear Terrorist Attack
. . . How scared should we be? it asked. I read it and was almost
sorry I did. Experts on terrorism and nuclear proliferation agree
on one thing: not if, but when. . . . Eight countries have nuclear weapons.
. . . There are 25,000 nuclear warheads in the world, 15,000 in Russia.
I havent
been so scared since the day the Soviet Union exploded a hydrogen bomb and
my fifth grade teacher, Miss Moore, had us practice Duck and Cover,
and we hid under our desks two times in one day, and then she described
what was going to happen to Altoona, Pennsylvaniawhich she said was
a top strategic military targetin such gruesome detail that the entire
fifth grade class went home crying, convinced that it was all over, expecting
to find our homes and parents incinerated.
How scared
should we be? Plenty, it seems. The government itself seems to want us to
be scared, with recent warnings that another attack is imminent, inevitable,
and around the corner. But we cant say when, where, or how. What
are we supposed to do with this information? Thomas Friedman asked
recently in the New York Times. Never go into another apartment building,
because reports suggest an Al Quaeda agent may rent an apartment just to
blow up the whole structure? I loved the West Coast columnists
response to that particular warningnamely that San Francisco is safe
because apartments are so scarce and so expensive the terrorists couldnt
afford the rent. What are we supposed to do? Not go outside? Dont
go near national monuments? Who wants to live this way? Friedman asked
for many of us and then gave what I thought was a Psalm 46 bit of advice:
We need to grow up. If were going to maintain our open society,
all we can do is take all reasonable precautions and then suck it up and
learn to live with a higher level of risk. That is our fate, so lets
not drive ourselves crazy (New York Times, 20 May 2002).
Psalm
46 was written for people experiencing radical change. Old certainties had
dissolved. Accommodation had to be made to new reality, and the psalmists
bold suggestion is that God is stable when all else is not, that God is
in the new reality as well as the old. And on a deeply personal basis, that
is important news for all of us. For the truth is that before and beyond
the global changes affected by September 11, all of us have to deal with
change on a more personal level. And not many of us are very good at it.
Change is hard. So difficult in fact that a very simple book about change
continues to be a runaway best seller. As literature, it barely rises to
junior high level. But its content could not be more relevant. Who Moved
My Cheese? is the title, and its about two mice and two little people
who live in a maze and depend on cheese, love cheese, adore cheese, which
makes them feel secure and happy and safe, and then one day they have to
deal with a new reality when the cheese is no longer there. Not a very glamorous
metaphor, but it works. The mice set off to find new cheese. The little
people do a lot of talking about what happened to the cheese, how wonderful
it used to be, how their whole lives are structured around cheese being
where it is supposed to be. While the mice are out looking for new cheese,
the little people are ranting and raving about how unfair it is, and then
they start blaming each other for the missing cheese. Finally one says,
Things are changing around here. Maybe we need to change and do things
differently. The other objects: I like it here. Its so
comfortable. Its what I know. Besides its dangerous out there.
Im not interested in getting lost. . . . Im too old for that
(p. 41).
Millions
of people are reading that little book not because its great literature,
but because there is truth in it: that change, whatever form it takes, is
difficult.
Sometimes
change comes in the need to learn how to work differently. In the forward
to the book, Ken Blanchard says, While in the past we may have wanted
loyal employees, today we need flexible people who are not possessive about
how things are done around here. And I was reminded of Martin Martys
famous quip that the last seven words of the church are going to be But
we never did it that way before. Institutions that cant change
die. Churches that wont change decline and become irrelevant. Later
today, Fourth Presbyterian Church will decide whether or not to think in
new ways about the future of our city and our immediate neighborhood. And
one can argue that we are who we are today and have the great privilege
of thinking boldly about the future because those who came before us were
brave enough to think boldly about their futurewhich is our present.
Sometimes
change comes at us in the need to work differently. Sometimes it comes with
an unexpected announcement that your job has been abolishedwere
downsizing and youre unemployed. Sometimes it is when a long and stable
relationship begins to fray and tear and then unexpectedly comes apart.
I dont love you anymore. Im leaving. And your whole
world is turned upside down, and you have to think in ways you stopped thinking
years ago and never wanted to think about again. And sometimes it comes
when your indestructible body lets you down and you have to deal with the
limitations of aging. And sometimes it comes, frighteningly, when the test
comes back positive, the lump is malignant, the artery is blocked. And for
all of us comes the time when our work is doneyour parenting or the
vocation that was the organizing principal for your life for forty years
is over and you have think in brand new ways about who you are and what
you will do and what your life now means.
And it
is precisely thenwhen everything is up for grabs, when the earth is
moving beneath your feet, and the mountains are shaking, and the sea is
roaringit is precisely then that you can count on the strong presence
of God.
We believe
that in Jesus Christ that same God, our refuge and strength, came among
us. We believe God was present as he lived and taught and healed and laughed
and enjoyed the company of his friends, but that God was present in the
dark times, too, as he experienced radical disorientation: betrayal and
arrest and suffering and death. And so we Christians remember him right
in the middle of all that, breaking bread and drinking wine with his friends.
It is precisely in the midst of radical disorientation that God is steady
and sure, our refuge and our strength. It is precisely when everything seems
to be falling apart that the psalmist recommends, mandates actually, orders
us
Be still
and know that I am God!
As he
was dying of ALS, Art asked me to preach at his memorial service, which
I did. The most precious memory of him is the time he and Helen visited
us in Chicago. Helen was donating some rare Chinese art to the Museum of
Natural History. I suggested we celebrate with dinner at the Tang Dynasty,
a fine Chinese restaurant in the neighborhood. I loved to hear Art speak
Chinese, particularly to order Chinese food. So Art was talking to the waitress,
in Chinese, and the conversation suddenly became very animated. The waitress
and Art were talking more loudly and with great energy. Suddenly she turned
and walked quickly into the kitchen. Whats going on? I
asked. That was about more than food. Well, he said,
shes from Hwaiyuan, the village where we lived. Shes a
student at UIC. With that the waitress returned with two other waitresses
and the cook. They were all from the village, studying at UIC, working at
the Tang Dynasty. What followed was a joyful family reunion, all in Chinese,
talking about people Art and Helen knew forty years ago, children they had
baptized and taught. On and on it went to the delight and the annoyance
of the other customers who were totally ignored and becoming impatient.
Arts
greatest worry was that his work had been wastedthat the war and the
subsequent Communist regime had totally eliminated the church. So no one
was happier than Art when in 1979, the Chinese Christian Church emerged
from underground, from secret house churches all over China, more than 5
million strong.
And Psalm
46 will always remind me of him.
At the
New Year, 1942, three weeks after Pearl Harbor, when the world became radically
disorientated, Art wrote a prayer:
Lord God,
we thank thee for the year just completed, for its joys and also its sorrows.
. . . We thank thee for the storms which have given toughness to our spirits.
Give us strength to travel the path of hardship, uncertainty, and fatigue.
. . . Give us the courage to step forward along the path of faith. Give
us, O Lord, thyself and we shall have all.
God is our refuge and strength,
a very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear,
though the earth should change,
though the mountains shake. . . .
Be still and know that I am God.
Amen.