Mission Trip to Northern Ireland
August 2004

On August 12, 2004 eleven people from Fourth Church and Old St. Patrick's Catholic Church departed from Chicago for the Northern Ireland mission trip. Participants in the trip were Ray Casey, Therese Cullen, Stacy Jackson, Julie Kim, Brian Murphy, Joe Pixler, Bob and Vicki Reynolds, Mary Riggen, Mark Schimmelpfennig, and Jeff Spang.

The theme of the trip was peace and reconciliation. Our main purpose was to listen so as to better understand the sectarian conflct and the local response to social problems
created by these "troubles." We then hoped to explore ways in which we can incorporate
historical context, education, and the stories of people in Northern Ireland involved in peace and reconciliation efforts into our efforts for peace and social reconciliation in Chicago.

While in Belfast, the group was involved in a work project at the 174 Trust, an ecumenical social service agency in the New Lodge district of North Belfast. The group also participated in a Celtic spirituality retreat and visited with groups such as the Peace People and Corymeela.

Journal Entries from the Trip
"Our Common Ministry" Article


Journal Entries from the Trip:


Northern Ireland was a journey that profoundly affected me. I was not quite sure what to expect, and I think many in our group felt the same. We were a mixed denominational group, consisting of Catholics from Old St. Pats church and our group from Fourth Presbyterian. Before the trip, we discussed what our objectives were and decided we would go as pilgrims, to listen and learn about what people are doing in Belfast to heal and reconcile many years of violence and senseless death. We hoped that, upon our return, we could take what we had learned and apply it here at home in our own community in whatever way we could. There were so many things which I saw and felt; it would take many pages to describe. However, here are some memories which might help to describe a kind of mission trip different than any trip that I had ever been on before; where your work is not manifested by a structure you might build but where you attempt to heal the scars which don't show. . .

The beauty of Ireland passing by our van, giving way to Union Jack, Irish Tri-Color, Israeli, and Palestinian flags all along the road to Belfast. The Republicans sympathize with the Palestinian cause and the Loyalists with the Israeli. The Republicans feel they are oppressed by an invader, and the Loyalists side with those who do not want to give their land.

Touring a vibrant and energetic City Center, only to see upon closer inspection the barbed wire along the roofs and the helicopters on constant patrol

Staying in a beautiful Retreat House, a true sanctuary which has been used by both sides in the conflict to try and reconcile their differences and the humble, wonderful priests who were our hosts

Working at the 174 Trust, a neutral sanctuary in North Belfast that is trying through fellowship, respect, and inclusion to begin a healing process that will take a very long time

Journeying through the toughest neighborhoods on both sides of the "Peace Wall" to see the famous Murals of Belfast which glorify the struggle, remember the fallen, and continue to spout hatred and revenge

Stopping at a Republican mural and monument and happening upon a grandfather telling two children that the names on the stone are "heroes" never to be forgotten and need to be ultimately avenged, peace or not

Listening to Bill Shaw, the administrator of the 174 Trust and our host, tell the story of the healing tree. It is a tree planted in the yard of the 174 Trust to memorialize those who have committed suicide or self-harm. Belfast has suffered an epidemic of suicides. Who? Former Paramilitaries who have only known war all their lives (Since the peace, they have no purpose so they take their lives because they no longer can hate.); victims of Paramilitary "justice" who were kneecapped for their misdeeds and thereby ostracized by their neighbors; people who have been unemployed and struggling their whole lives and see no hope at all, even in peace

Journeying to places like People for Peace and Corymeela, totally committed to peace, healing, and reconciliation regardless of the side or issue. Even more incredible are the people who are the driving force behind these places

Holding a Nobel Peace Prize medal in my hands

The privilege of getting to know ten other incredible people in my group and learning from all of them

I don't think any one of us really thought we could change anything while we were over there, but I was wrong. I did change, a lot. I saw the power of healing and the courage and conviction needed to see the task through. I saw that one person really can make a difference, and that it can play forward into a force for good.

– By Mark S.


It was a different sort of sensation to walk into a room and feel like I was being reflexively pegged as "friend" or "foe." In Northern Ireland even little kids are known to be able to identify Catholics and Protestants just by looking at their pictures. Catholics' eyes are too close together; Protestants' eyes are too far apart. Whether that's true doesn't matter. It's a story people told us several times in this place long propelled and compelled by lore.

The initial feeling of discomfort gave me an idea of what it's like to live in a world where my view of myself can be very different from how others view me. In Northern Ireland, this phenomenon of difference grows with centuries of stories set in battlegrounds, churches, streets, and pubs where somebody was hurt by someone else for reasons that are elusive or irrelevant in a world where we all should remember to love our neighbor in all we do. The "love thy neighbor" bit of biblical wisdom was described to us one night as "the hard Gospel." In a discussion of "the Troubles" as they involve Protestants (principally Presbyterians) and Catholics, Doug Baker, Presbyterian Church (U.S.A.) mission worker based in Belfast, explained his "hard Gospel" efforts to bring people together "simply to explore issues and meet each other, with no titles or tables or decisions to be made." Baker's story is a provocative one, one that not all churches buy into. Some see this dialogue as a "distraction" from the "real issues" (whatever they are).

During my few days traveling through Northern Ireland, I wasn't able to determine the real issues. Christians fighting Christians is not new. But I came away with the feeling that if people would start telling new stories-stories of hope and reconciliation as embodied by Doug Baker and others we met at the 174 Trust's community center in Belfast and the Corrymeela ecumenical retreat on the awesome northern seaside coast-then maybe attitudes might change and God's vision for us will be realized.

– By Joe P.

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Welcoming Christian Community
An article reprinted from the October "Our Common Ministry" with permission

Northern Ireland is a country with unsurpassed natural beauty, particularly along coastal waters of the Irish Sea and Atlantic Ocean. I spent a week in Belfast, Northern Ireland in mid-August. For thirty-five years people there have struggled in what the Northern Irish call “the troubles.” Intractable, intense differences over issues of class, politics, economics, and religion have been a toxic recipe for chronic hatred, violence, and death. Over the years, Presbyterian Church (U.S.A.) mission personnel in Belfast (and many others) have worked, hoped, and prayed for reconciliation.

Hostilities have subsided recently and, although “the troubles” are far from over, people are increasingly taking hold of renewed hope for peace. We heard stories of Christian hospitality in Belfast. Bill Shaw, a minister of the Presbyterian Church of Ireland, is executive director of “174 Trust.” The Trust provides essential human services in a predominantly catholic neighborhood. Bill told a story about PIPS, an acronym for Public Initiative for the Prevention of Self Harm and Suicide.

PIPS began when Bill invited neighborhood residents to a program in memory of young men, both Catholics and Protestants, who committed suicide in the wake of more peaceful times. Although the reasons for these suicides are complex, a common thread is aggression turned inward. Whereas, previously the young men were champions of violence in the cause of justice, recent progress toward peace proved effective by other means. Tragically, less violent times brought loss of purpose and self-esteem. Unable to redirect their aggression in constructive ways, it was turned inward.

About thirty people known to be affected by suicides were invited to the service of remembrance, but more than three hundred showed up. As it turns out, suicide-related brokenness in the community, another sad consequence of “the troubles,” was far more severe than anyone realized.

Soon after, the 174 Trust planted a tree of remembrance on its property with a plaque inscribed as follows: “The silver birch, a symbol of birth, rebirth, youthfulness, love, and purity, planted in memory of those whose lives have been affected by suicide and self harm.” That tree is a common place of consolation for Catholics and Protestants with broken hearts, but also a humble symbol of hope for reconciliation in Belfast.

PIPS is a compassionate illustration of what it means to be a welcoming Christian community. By God’s grace, may mission throughout the Presbytery of Chicago be similarly compassionate and welcoming.

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